You would think after 2 yrs of following a weight loss program, I would know better.
I hate how I use food to help me not deal with my emotions. I have binged for three days. Yes I feel better physically but mentally different story.
I am hurt and upset by a man I thought was different (dude#2) he is the one I thought would work out. WRONG! I am moving on.
Now dude #3 seems to be good. I like him, he lives in my city so I get to see him a lot. I enjoy the time we spend together and the on the weekend my dogs and I slept over and it was great. (no don't get your panties in a bunch I still have not had sex) He took care of the dogs while I fell asleep accidentally while watching a movie. That to me is showing me some good signs.
So why am I afraid to go into it and have fun. I am still holding back because I love my single life but yet want someone special to be part of it.... SO hard!
I have resulted to eating McDonald's, chips, peanuts, ice cream over and over again in the last couple of days.... IT ENDS with this post!
I promise I will post my trip pics tonight or tomorrow.
2 comments:
I think (or I should say I know) that balance is a very hard thing to find. I've been on WW for 5 years now and I still find myself struggling.
Right now I'm focusing on the good and trying to get rid of any bad!
Boys stink!!!---Well some of them do anyways! Have fun with Dude #3 and just take it as it comes...relationships shouldn't be so stressful...have fun and let the cards fall where they may!
Sometimes when we are stressed we need to do what makes us feel good for the time being, but you have realized that bingeing is not the answer...moving on! :)
Dude # 3- good thing that he lives closer than dude# 2- Hope all works out! I like your dude updates! hehe
Waiting for pictures... :)
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