RIP Sadie

To my girl who was the best companion for 9 years.

I had to say goodbye tonight.

Very hard to do.

She had been the best dog, perfect guard, fun, and loving.

She was there when no one else was. She truly was my baby girl and I will miss her deeply.

I am OK now. It helps that I have Buddy who will keep my strong. Having another dog to take care of helps.

I have no guilt. I feel I did the right thing.

Goodbye Sadie girl. xo

I hope you are in doggy heaven eating all the plastic burgers you can :)

Maybe this has nothing to do with weight loss but it's a huge part of who I am.

Crossing my fingers to win these babies

Ugg boots...
I had promised myself once I lost all my weight they would be my ultimate goal gift. However if I can win them, even better.
So this post is to enter the contest, feel free to check them out. Contest link

Friday... Finally!

My slow cooker meal... not a hit.
I remembered I don't love pineapples... and I cut the recipe in half but forgot to cut the amount of canned pineapples. Stupid move on my part!
It was ok.
Here is a disgusting pic of it....I was in a rush so I had no time to be a professional photog.


The best part of my meal... mini WW rolls.
I love buns with this kind of meal.


I did have leftovers for lunch yesterday and it was better. So it was a hit and miss for me.

Not much going on with me...
I am going to a Christmas craft fair after work.
I intend of playing it very quiet this weekend, I have Monday off so that helps!

Have a happy Friday!!

Hump day

I have the day off today. I love having days off during the week. I got up and wanted to try a new chicken recipe in the slow cooker.

-chicken
-bbq sauce
-pineapple
-veggies: onion, green pepper, carrots and mushrooms
Should be tasty... will let you know with pics tomorrow.

Sadie is stable. Turns out there is a magic pill to make her stop puking.
Day two on the meds and she has kept down everything. She is still not excellent but as the vet put it.... She still has a will to life and until she looses that then we can make her comfortable.
I am keeping my fingers crossed to make it over the holidays. One day at a time.

I also got my coupon from spunkysuzi for a free bottle of laundry detergent. Thanks!!

I can't wait to try it.

Friday

wow... I can't believe how much of life I have let go.
This blog is not what I want it to be. I need to update more often, speak more openly, and just be my old self.

I am not where I want to be, in fact the scale keeps going up.

Bf and I have had a long talk and we are giving this one more go.

My dog is really sick. I have cleaned up puke twice a day for three days... I swear my carpet looks like a polka dot mess. I have to try to make her better... but I think it's time I make the hardest decision of my life. I am going to try one more thing this weekend and if that does not work I will make arrangements :(

Work has been the crazyiest ever this week. It was expected so I had prepared myself. I am looking forward to next week my boss is gone so I get to relax and breath a little with a day off in the week.

OK so today I say :
I will shit or get off the pot
I will jump back on the wagon
My cravings will not get a grip on me
Work stress will not be an excuse to run in a drive thru
relationship woes are not to be ignored by eating candy, chips or chocolate.

I need to start working out again.... that's my project for the week find something to do.

Today is remembrance day and I have to say all my thoughts are with my good friend Mike who is now in Afghanistan.
He's such a good man and I hope he stays safe.

I feel grateful that people dedicate their lives to help us keep freedom in our country.

I am still doing OK food wise.
I had a slip up or two during the past week, but nothing to derail me complete off track.

I am still not weighing myself yet. I will get into that addiction when the time is right.
Although I do jump on once in awhile just to say hello old friend.

Things are not so smooth on this end, it's rough going with the relationship. I maybe single again in the near future.

Anyways the temperature here is really mild this week, which is good.

Well to be honest I have had a terrible couple of days, so I don't feel like writing much about food and weight.

Checking in

So I am back on the wagon, doing pretty good.

On Halloween night I had some popcorn that was orange, that was my treat. Yumm!!

I bought clementines which I adore. So I love when I have something in the house that is a easy snack.

So the bf has decided to try to loose weight. He decided on a low carb diet.... I hate DIETS. Just because i know as soon as you stop it's packing on the pounds in double. I am being really supportive and I really hope he looses enough to be happy and just pick a healthier lifestyle.

Anyways with my mother and bf on a weight loss plan, it helps to keep me focused.