wow... I can't believe how much of life I have let go.
This blog is not what I want it to be. I need to update more often, speak more openly, and just be my old self.
I am not where I want to be, in fact the scale keeps going up.
Bf and I have had a long talk and we are giving this one more go.
My dog is really sick. I have cleaned up puke twice a day for three days... I swear my carpet looks like a polka dot mess. I have to try to make her better... but I think it's time I make the hardest decision of my life. I am going to try one more thing this weekend and if that does not work I will make arrangements :(
Work has been the crazyiest ever this week. It was expected so I had prepared myself. I am looking forward to next week my boss is gone so I get to relax and breath a little with a day off in the week.
OK so today I say :
I will shit or get off the pot
I will jump back on the wagon
My cravings will not get a grip on me
Work stress will not be an excuse to run in a drive thru
relationship woes are not to be ignored by eating candy, chips or chocolate.
I need to start working out again.... that's my project for the week find something to do.
9 comments:
Well I would like you to update more often, so that would be great!
I hope things work out with the BF. You are so brave.
Just go for some walks this weekend. That will help get you back on track.
Hope that you can be spared any undo pain as you make the decision with your dog. It's gonna hurt. You can count on that. But then you already knew that.
hugs
I like you list-and I would also like to see more posts from you :)
Im sorry about your doggie :( It is so hard as our furry friends get older. I miss our last dog :( Stay strong!
I miss your posts as well :) Here's to jumping back on the wagon - hold on tight!
What does your vet say about your dog?
Sounds like you've been having a stressful time lately.
I you & your vet can help your doggie get better. I know how hard those decisions are.
Take care.
((HUGS)) I had to make the decision with my Kitty last year and it's tough. But I had to think of her, not me.
And I agree with everyone else. Post more! =)
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Thinking about you as you go through this time with your dog. I hope the process is as peaceful as possible.
I'm sad to see you so down. Hang in there - things will get better. Kudos to you for recognizing what you need to change and deciding to do it.
Hoping all goes well with your pup - that is such a tough decision. I know your dog is lucky to have you. Sending hugs your way.
*hugs* bring on more posting, girly!
g'luck with the bf. :)
yes. yes. exercise is key. DO IT.
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