Ok so Friday night I did nothing. When I got to court I spend half an hour getting prepped only to find out that it had been cancelled because he had already been sentenced the beginning of June...I was so pissed off. Happy I did not have to testify but upset that someone messed up big time.
Saturday, I got up did a little cleaning as Dude #2 had said he was maybe coming into town. At around noon he called to say he was going up to see a buddy in another town... I got disappointed. He said he was sorry he did not think we had big plans written in stone it was always just a maybe thing.
I am not sure what to think...
He did text my cell that night and the next morning.
He works nights today and tomorrow but he has Wednesday and Thursday off... He better make up for it. Either he comes down or at least we talk a long time on the phone....
Then my best friend(who has three children under the age of 3) called for me to babysit her 8 mth old twin girls... They are cute and pretty easy to take care or.
But I swear I left there and wanted to glue my legs together...most effective birth control.
Her and I went out to see her cousin ( who is a really good friend to me) who was down from Alberta. He is getting married in two weeks and came down to see everyone who could not make it. I was super excited to see everyone but he and his fiance had not seen me in 3 yrs... imagine the reaction ;)
I spent the next day all blah and down. I have been on this emotional roller coaster I keep blaming the gray crappy rainy weather but I don't know anymore.
-I was depressed that I did not have a huge ass engagement ring and a really good guy.
-It rained all weekend.
-I hate pizza and three cookies, felt guilty about it.
-I don't know what to think about dude #2 anymore.
-My dad is giving me a hard time... he's in one of his depresso moods. It's hard to deal with .
I think I need a vacation!!
7 comments:
hang in there chicklet! I'm sure that the rainy weather does have SOME to do with it - it is hard to stay cheery when the weather sucks.
Don't let the pizza & 3 cookies get you down - get right back on program and just look forward!
deep breaths sweetie! deep breaths!!
xo
Hang in there!! I know its frustrating dating- one thing that I tell my friends who are meeting DUDES (lol) is that they need to not focus too much on ONE of them- continue to get out there- meet more dudes, if one dude stands out among the crowd- spend more time with him. Its depressing to wait around for ONE dude- Make sure you have backup- then you need to beat them off with a stick! lol :) (((HUGS)))
I agree: children are the BEST form of birth control there is!
If Dude #2 doesn't want to make time to see you, make time to see some other guys! It sucks though, especially when you really like them.
My girlfriend told me a long, long, long time ago, "H, you have to kiss a lot of frogs." She was right! Hang in there, somebody's waiting for you.
H =)
Hang in there, I understand sometimes thinks like weddings and engagements put us single folk in a bit of a downer - I understand too well. With Dude 2 - if it is meant to be it will happen, just go with the flow. Keep smiling. martine
*hugs*
maybe you should take a vacation?
lol @glueing your legs shut.
I echo what tj says! MANY DUDES.
This crappy weather has been getting a lot of people down, including me. We aren't used to 3 straight weeks of gloom and rain. I hate it.
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