I am sitting at the doctors office right now. I know something is not right.
Yesterday I wrote to dude #2 (open a can of worms) about why I heard nothing in a week. He wrote back what I believe to be a heartfelt email. I talked to him on the phone. Due to him being a widower he was falling hard for me for the first time in 4 yrs since he lost her. He is a fear or commitment only because he is afraid of loosing me like he did her. Oh shit now I'm crying at the clinics office :(
I will update you guys more tonight. Also I finally uploaded pics so I will share some to get my mind off my sadness.
3 comments:
Yikes! Heart + body sickness = too much for one person to bear. Hope it's not the bird flu (ducks under desk)
Oh, hon, I've been there with the boy (mine was a much recent loss though). I hope he realizes how fabulous you are and that there is room in his heart for you, too.
Hope you feel better soon! Big virtual hug!
H =)
Man you must feel really shitty! *hugs* hope you feel better soon!
looking forward to learning more on dude number two. interesting and interestinger.
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