Call me Shamu!

I have the day off today. It's probably one of the last ones for a while. Our busiest time at work is back to school. All the doctors are back at work after this week so it could get hectic.

I am so ashamed of my actions this week. I don't think I stayed OP one day. Ya TOM was around but no excuses. I feel like a whale. I will get back on it's just summer seemed really hard this year. I guess it's part of the journey. We all hit a snag.
I am tired all the time and just can't seem to put my ass in drive and do exercise.
Eating was a complete bust this week for no reason just felt like eating more then I was allowed to.

I am getting really excited and nervous...On Saturday, I head out of town (again to Halifax!) to see Keith Urban in concert.
It's an all day outdoor concert. I don't do well with crowds...WOW what did I get myself into??! LOL
I hope the weather cooperates. Do any of you have concert survival tips????
I know eating will be totally out of control Saturday so I am keeping my SHD on that day.

I need to get ready I have somewhere to go. I will stay OP today.

confessions

I fell off the wagon bad yesterday :(
I went out all day shopping and was craving some fattening take out.... so I caved in thinking I would go for a long walk when I get back and get back on track. However that did not happen by the time I got home and had supper, my best friend had called to go see a movie. We went to the late show and for some reason I decided to indulge in some movie theater cheese nachos....Gross... I never get anything when I go watch a movie. But all the girls I were with was getting some snacks so I decided what the hell.
OK there I confessed and today I will need to take an extra long walk and watch my food 100%.

PITY PARTY FOR ONE

HOLY PIGGLET....
That pretty much sums it up!
I have gained alot of weight, according to my scale. Sure TOM is around but still I ate like a piggy.
I have not felt like this in a long time. The feeling of hunger is always there I can't get rid of it. I eat and then my black hole of a stomach keeps screeching that it still needs more food.
I feel so yuck.
Some drinks, no exercise, restaurants, for 2 weeks, is catching up with me.
I might just skip WI this week.

I have discovered Fiber one bars, these are new in my part of the country! They are yummy.
I also tried Kashi bars not bad!

Gym???

It's confession time... I have not been to the gym in like 2 weeks.. I have not even renewed my membership. I can't decided what I want to do.
I overate last night, but just a couple of points but still I was trying to stay away from eating my flex points.

It's sooo freaking cold out here... It's -35 this morning, and my piece of crap car does not have a car starter.

I need to make a decision about exercising.. I need to find something I can enjoy doing... but at the same time.. I hate working out so much I will probably find an excuse for everything I try...
WHAT TO DO????