Monday, February 7, 2011

eeeek!!!

I am having some anxiety about my trip.

I am 7 days away from flying into New York, and the butterflies are just fluttering in my stomach.
What is gonna happen if I can't fit in the seats, what happens if people ridicule me , my best friend is a plus size girl too and it's just a small plan so rows of two only, but still. i don't want everyone starring at me if I need to squeeze in there.

Is this normal to feel this way?

I avoid flying for various reasons, would much rather drive but this time of year is not the best idea.
I have flown once when I was 9 and two years ago when I had lost most of my weight.

So having to gain so much weight the anxiety over flying is in overdrive.

I have a feeling I will be blogging about my experience with you all because I don't feel judged here :)

4 comments:

Anne H said...

No room for judgement here when you know you are amongst friends!
Peace to the butterflies in your stomach!

F. McButter Pants said...

I don't blame you for being anxious. I still get anxious. If this is only your 2nd time then hell yes....totally normal. Would be abnormal if you didn't have it.

Try to enjoy yourself. IT's just you and the friend. that makes it alot better.

Blog away! Absolutley no judgement here!

Anonymous said...

Welcome back! Hope you have a GREAT trip!

Anonymous said...

How did it go????