I am still here.
I took a extra week off from work to get stuff rolling for my father's estate.
So off for two weeks and I have no desire to go back to work.
I have not watched anything going in my mouth.
I have not done anything active in two weeks.
Quite disappointing actually
I am taking this harder then I thought...
I feel the need to talk to someone but yet I don't, and when people reach out I tend to shut down.
It's complicated when you have family members who don't get what you are feeling.
My father and I relationship was not a easy one in the past, so I guess I could use someone who is not involved with us.... maybe it's time to turn to a professional :(
That's all I got for now. I expect to be back into a routine soon. then I can concentrate on me again
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((HUGS))
Take your time, but make sure you're taking care of you while you do it.
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Do take the time to take care of yourself. ((HUGS)) - I'm so sorry.
I think its a great idea to go talk to someone. Nothing wrong with getting a little therapy from chatting. :) Thinking of ya- hugs! :)
Well darn it. I some how missed the post about your dad. I am so sorry for your loss. Both my parents died the same year. My dad was a heart transplant patient, so like your dad he was sick alot. It didn't make it any easier.
You should really go talk to some one. It is still so fresh, it will take a while. Loosing both your sweet dog and your dad so close together has really messed with your world. I am so sorry.
My heart goes out to you. I wish I was there, maybe you would talk to me.
{{hugs}}
I hope you are able to find what you need. Family relationships can be so complicated. A passing just makes it more so.
Take care.
Sending hugs your way. And yes, I think talking to someone would be a good idea.
Coming out of lurkdom here.
Grief is your own. We all deal in our own way. Time, in this instance is your friend.
Be kind to yourself. Take care.
Sweetheart, go and talk to a professional, you will feel better because of it. But firstly don't be too hard on yourself, sometimes even if the relationship is rocky the grief is still hard to deal with. Take care xx
Just wanted to let you know you are in my thoughts.
Hugs.
wow i love the pics on the right
you are doing amazing
im new to your blog just wanted to say congrats
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