Alright well I finally faced the scale and wowsers it's horrible.
It's exactly what I was thinking I had gained but to see it it's shocking.
I did pig out for 2 weeks and deserve my gain. I pitied myself and now I got my head straight and gonna start loosing the dreaded extra pounds .
Mini depression done!
I must say for 2 yrs of being on the program I think I can allow myself this meltdown. The difference is I acknowledged it and moved on.
Today is my last food related celebration. My mother's side of the family we normally have Christmas supper but my uncles mother in law is living her last Christmas in the hospital. So we cancelled it to have them celebrate with her.
Today we are getting together for gift exchange and lunch.
I hope to make the most of my gym membership which is done Jan 10 and I am not sure if I will rejoin.
I love WW but I am looking into different programs to help me kick start this year.
I will get to goal in 2009.
I need to get ready to smile and pretend I love family gatherings... Which I really don't. LOL
7 comments:
Just to let you know you're not alone...I don't like family gatherings either. I'd rather stay home & do things I enjoy like hitting myself over the head with a brick :)
It's just a blip and we all have them. You have the knowledge and willpower to do whatever you want...no matter what program you follow.
Keep going!
Wow. I just found your blog and you have made amazing and inspiring progress!
Screw-ups are not really screw-ups unless we don't learn from them. Every time I mess up I come out of it a little stronger. It is kind of like I need to blow things up so I am prepared for each and every situation!
Love the blog!
There are going to be meltdowns along the way, there's no way to avoid them. You're learning new behaviours and sometimes they aren't always going to work. Keep us updating with your search for a new program.
Don't lose sight of how far you've come! 2 weeks is nothing in the grand scheme of things. :)
I just stumbled across your blog and it is great! You have already had such great progress on WW. Its inspiring to me. :) I understand where you are now though and I hope you find what works for you to get you to your goal. Good luck in 2009!
WW is still really great. I think maybe more motivation is what you need to enjoy it again. Do you have a buddy that you can go to the meetings with? Maybe you can switch to a different meeting where there will be a new meeting leader that can help you kickstart the new year.
You have done so incredibly with WW so far. You should be SO proud of everything you've been able to accomplish. :)
Hope your family gathering went well (don't worry, I hate them too, hehe).
ME EITHER!! and those smile muscles get TIRED FAST if youre me...
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